Mixed Feelings...

I got here: first thought. why the heck am i doing this? i wanted to leave. It was humid (i hate humid) it was rainy and horrible. i was homesick.

Wednesday i came to campus and was walking around for an hour looking for someone to let me in my dorm. up and down hills beating hot sun like i was under a heat lamp. it was horrible! i finally went to a NSE meeting and met all these people who are in the same boat as me. still unhappy and homesick i went to K-mart {the only store they have...no target :( } spent a lot of money on a fan and some things i needed in my dorm. we came back together and had dinner and went to the beach to watch the sunset. when my body hit that salty ocean i had a glimmer of hope that i might actually have fun here. I stuck with those girls for awhile that night we sat in my room and talked for a few hours and then went to bed. I fell asleep thinking about how hot and humid it is in my non-air conditioned room.

Today. Thursday: Woke up at 8 showered becasue i was sooo sweaty. went to breakfast thinking there is no way i can live like this. ( my room is torn apart! everything is everywhere because i am in a substitute room because my rooms key is broken. its horrible) I keep telling myself things will be better when i get into my room and make it my own. so anyways today we took an island tour. AMAZING!!! the island has so much character... nothing like Indiana. i took a million pictures. of course. after the tour we went to Megans Bay (third best in the world) it was BEAUTIFUL. i was in the water all day! blue water. tonight teh girls are all going out but i kinda miss home so i think i might just upload my pictures to facebook and sit in my dirty suitcase filled yet empty room.

I'll get use to it

peace and love

cord