um... hi?

HI guys!

for starters i walked into my room last night and my roommate was listening to this really cool song i asked her who it was... turns out its Heather Headly. I said "i think my uncle talks about her..." i Wikipedia'ed her and found out it was her! fort wayne's own! it was pretty cool to see that people around the world listen to her.

Last night was the new girls birthday and since my classes start at four on Thursday i decided i should go out. Bad idea. EVERYONE went out. it was a group of 20 drunk stupid people. the guys who have never drank were so drunk they actually couldnt walk. the girls were being dramatic and i sat alone all night, sober. I dont understand the point of drinking in a bar, dancing, and going home with some random guys. Its completely stupid. its disrespectful of yourself. i think it would be different for me if i were with my close friends at a house drinking but out here its so unsafe. No one is confident enough to go out and stay sober? I mean im 19 almost 20 and i can remember a MILLION times when i went out and had fun always sober. its just stupid. everyone wants to take me out for my birthday but after last night i said that id rather stay home and watch movies. i dont want to spend my 20th birthday in a drunken haze of drama and creepy guys. Im am a girl not a piece of meat. I dont need to be drunk and hit on by guys to make me feel better about myself. ok sorry that was my rant for the day. i had a bad night.

on the upper of things i love my school. my classes are totally amazing and i am learning a lot of new things. I went to the beach yesterday and worked on my tan.. it was a good day because it was the first day in three that i saw the sun :D i think me and another girl are going to go to st john tomorrow for my birthday... or at least sometime this weekend.

OH last night i went into this bar thing with my friend jimmy and i found 12 dollars on the floor. hahh i was happy :D once when i was in south carolina i was camping with my family and there was this little shop on the camp ground. we went in and got some ice cream... me and my mommy... and i saw 20 dollars on the floor. i didnt pick it up because it wasnt mine. later i told my mom and she said "when you see money on the ground pick it up!" i guess i never forgot that . thanks mom haha
today i am going to study. i need some time alone. this place is busy and if you dont take time alone you WILL go crazy. none the less i love it here so much. my roommate is so amazing and i am the luckiest girl ever.

i miss my friends
alot

peace and love

cord